Throughout the years, Lira Galore, birth name Lira Mercer, has been linked to rappers from Drake to Meek Mill; but, the biggest one yet was her relationship and former engagement to MMG’s head honcho, Rick Ross. The two were only engaged for two months until they reportedly got into a huge fight which was so bad that the 22-year old at the time immediately moved all of her stuff out of Rozay’s Georgia mansion.

Here we are exactly a year since the engagement and Mercer made her way to see Iyanla to fix her life. She revealed many details regarding the break up, where it seems that the “Hustlin'” rapper was being unfaithful:

Our relationship was phenomenal, but then he changed. He was doing a lot of sneaky things behind my back. I’m angry because I want our black men to value us, and they don’t.

[I was] being naïve, listening to anything I was being told.

She also revealed that the break-up resulted in her developing a drinking problem because it helped her deal with the pain.

When I’m angry, I drink. I like the way it makes me feel. Makes me forget my pain, my hurt, my heartbreak. Alcohol helps, but sometimes I act out.

This episode of Iyanla: Fix My Life is set to air Saturday, Sept. 17, at 9 p.m. ET on OWN.

Kendrick also mentions J. Cole on the track, rapping: “Cole and Aubrey know I’m a selfish guy, the crown is heavy/I pray they my real friends, if not, I’m YNW Melly.“

Stream “Euphoria” below.