It’s been quite the rollercoaster for Brooklyn rapper Troy Ave since the shooting that occurred at Irving Plaza last summer in New York. Since then, Troy Ave has been fighting for his freedom and his life as he was targeted this past Christmas while driving to a family member’s house.

Showing up to the interview in a bulletproof vest, Troy Ave say down with DJ Envy, Angela Yee and Charlamagne Tha God to talk about suffering from PTSD, being shortness of breath now due to the bullet lodged in his back, parting ways with Hovain and Young Lito, jail time and much more.

Watch the jam-packed hour and a half visual with Troy Ave above.